Once again, I will be going to Botantical Gardens in about 1 hour time.. Last week when I went there, while I am in tears and down, You made me realised that it is time to let go of the burden I had always imposed on myself and want me to forgive myself..
While forgiveness is such an easy word, it seems the hardest thing to do.. But if I cant even forgive myself, it would be hard for me to move on also isnt it?
Lord, this trip to the Botantical Gardens will once again be a trip for You, to seek for You, to repair my relationship with You..
Lord, it has been very hard on me this 2 months.. Had a very close friendship ruined and being taken for granted for.. Lord, it hurts so badly inside.. Cos I really treasure this friendship.. But before I can repair this friendship, I guess I have to repair the loveship between You and me first..
As Mike always tell me, if I want to court other girls, I sld try courting You first.. Perhaps he is right.. Lord, will you really provide me with my heart's desire? Lord, do talk to me as I seek for You later in the gardens.. I really need Your guidance..
Lord,
- Grant me peace to get over this extreme pain and heartbreak.
- Grant me strength to overcome the obstacles that are facing my way
- Grant me wisdom to speak of Your name with trembling and fear, yet proudly proclaiming that You are Lord.
- Grant me perservance to contine walking this path with You and stay close to You and Your words..
- Grant me protection, that no harm shall come to me and my loved ones..
- Grant me opportunites, that I will be able to fulfil your Great Commandment..
Lord, forgive my sins, as I walked this paths alongside you. Bring me as near to you as possible, so that I can understand what is Your will for me..
In You I will find peace, in You I will find love, in You I will find my heart's desire.
All this I pray in Jesus most preciously name,
Amen
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