10 days of Missing in Action

Dear Lord,

It's been some time since I wrote my last entry here.. Had been very busy for the past 10 days.. From having my exams to having my NLP Master Practitioner Course.. Add a couple of days of sickness to that and it sort of sum up the past 10 days of my life..

By the way, Lord.. I skipped BSF lecture again.. Partly to send Grace to AKLTG cos she dunno the route, partly cos I couldnt find the motivation to stay, especially since I cant stand their sermon.. When there is too much "I think", "I feel", "I thought", I will start to get turn off by it.. As my Sergeant used to tell me back when I was still serving the nation, "You Think I Thought Who Confirm?" Too much opinions invovled, too little worthwhile information..

After sending Grace to AKLTG, I went to Bugis Junction via bus 80.. Started to talk a scroll around the shopping centre.. Call it an "Emo" walk if you must.. Especially since it brought back so much memories..

Memories are just like the black box you find on a plane, only after it crushes will you know what actually happened; Only until it ended did I realised I had really loved you before..

Went passed the hawker centre and Jack's Place.. It brought back tonnes of memories.. Suddenly it made me wonder, "Have I really gotten over her?"..

I dunno.. I really dunno suddenly.. I know I only treat her as a friend now.. Yet memories of this sort keeps flooding my mind from time to time.. Haiz.. I wonder what is wrong with me..

Lord, please show me the way out of this..

In Jesus Name I pray sincerely,
Amen..