Dear Lord,
I still do not understand, why is it that I just couldnt find the right words, the right topics to say at the right time.. Why is it that when I most needed my ability to talk, it would just leave me somehow..
My ability to strike topics had always been one of my strongest points, yet when I needed it, I just couldnt strike any topics.. No topics came to mind..
Nervousness? Shyness? Or just pure useless?
What is there to fear about when regrets should be the most fearsome thing on earth? Yet the fear of taking the first step is bringing me closer to regrets than to....... Haiz..
Lord, if it is your will, empower me with the things that I should already have.. You know I will love you no matter what happen in the past, what happen now, and what is going to happen in the future..
Lord, I just need that courage.. That courage that will allow me the break thru'..
I feel useless, yet I know I am not..
I feel hopeless, yet I know I am not..
So why is these negative feelings surrounding me?
Lord, please help me..
I entrust my life unto Your hands..
In Jesus most precious name I pray,
Amen
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