Calling?

Dear Lord,

I have been quite confused this few days.. So confused that I dun even know what is my calling anymore..

Lord, how do I know what is Your calling for me?

I always thought that my calling is to help others, to bring others closer to you.. Yet, why is it that the cases I had on hand seems to only serve to demoralise me, telling me that perhaps this is not my calling?

I am in a terrible dilemma now.. I dun even know what I should do, what I can do, what I should have done.. Here I am trying to follow up on the case, yet I seem to be losing grip on it.. I am terribly demoralized, Lord..

What is Your calling for me? What route should I take to glorify Your name?

I really dunno.. I am confused..

Do enlighten me, Oh Lord.. Please..


All these I asked in Jesus most precious name,
Amen