Back...

Dear Lord,

I am back to rant at this blog again.. Had stopped blogging for the past coming to 2 weeks..

Had finally began doing the breaking down of the bible and interpreting it.. Juz broke down 1Corinthians last wednesday.. Not too bad, since I am a first timer..

Hmmm.. What else can I talk about leh.. I also dunno.. Perhaps not in a mood to type it out bah.. Night time is bad.. It tends to bring out the emotional part of a person..

I will type on this blog again.. Perhaps in the afternoon or evening time..

Sorry Lord..

In Jesus name I pray,
Amen

Calling?

Dear Lord,

I have been quite confused this few days.. So confused that I dun even know what is my calling anymore..

Lord, how do I know what is Your calling for me?

I always thought that my calling is to help others, to bring others closer to you.. Yet, why is it that the cases I had on hand seems to only serve to demoralise me, telling me that perhaps this is not my calling?

I am in a terrible dilemma now.. I dun even know what I should do, what I can do, what I should have done.. Here I am trying to follow up on the case, yet I seem to be losing grip on it.. I am terribly demoralized, Lord..

What is Your calling for me? What route should I take to glorify Your name?

I really dunno.. I am confused..

Do enlighten me, Oh Lord.. Please..


All these I asked in Jesus most precious name,
Amen