Am i discerning Your word wrongly? Or is she really the one for me?
I prayed all day, and all night.. The prayers I made before my sleep has always been the same since the day that will never be the same again.. Or so I tot..
Before this, consistent prayers has always been my problem, yet after knowing her, I pray unceasingly.. Somehow I always feel that the answer to my heart's desire is her..
At times, I feel that she is indeed the one.. At times, I feel that she is just another joke You have for me..
Out of the 3 major prayers that I have asked for, 2 have been heard and granted.. Yet the last of the prayer is also the one most close to my heart.. I know that things will be done according to Your timing, and rightly so.. But I am sorry, I just cant stop myself from pondering over the issue time and time again.. It seems all too important to me that I cant stop..
A strong Christian, she is.. She has more than met the criteria that I set for a girlfriend..
Lord, all is in place now.. just waiting for Your approval, Your intervention and Your anointing..
Lord, if it is Your will, please grant my heart's desire..
All these I pray in Jesus most precious and holy name,
Amen
