Fantastic Church Camp

Dear Lord,

It's been a long time since I last updated on this post as a chat with you. But at times I couldn't help but marvel at your immerse grace and love that you have showered upon me. I really thank you for bringing me to LK as well as to CCBC's church retreat.

There was a period in time where I am seriously losing sight of you.. Your image seems so blur that I thought I couldn't see you. Those were the times where all emotional hurts from the past just came flooding to the extent that I thought I would have been drowned in them. Yet with you, I found peace, I found strength, and I found wisdom in moving on to another church.

I have been back-sliding for more than 2 years now. Yet you did not leave me, but instead, brought me to a church where the sermons really speak to my situation; brought me to a church camp, which I had a very good chat with Pastor Annie about my situation and how to move on..

From Pastor Annie, I learned that I just have to go back to my basics, something sort of a revelation to me. I had always been looking for solutions to salvage or to prevent my situation from worsening, yet I didn't realised that going back to Christianity basics may just be the way to go.

But to be honest Lord, while I know that all things that I have belongs to You, and You have sole rights to all the things that I own, but at times I can't help but wonder, Why?

Perhaps it is just because I am still in the situation, that's why I couldn't see out of the box. And I know that once I am out, I will know the reason, just as it did in the Donna's situation years back.

But nevertheless, Lord, I know You will always be there for me when I need You. Lord, all I pray for now is that You will continue to carry me across in these tough sands. Lord, I know You will provide. I know that I will have peace with You around. Lord, please give me the required strength to move on, and to move closer to You.

Thankyou Lord, for everything you have done in my life.

In Jesus most precious name,
Amen