A sweet Valentines' Day with You, My Lord!

Dear Lord,

thanks for spending another valentines' day with me.. Haha.. It seems kind of pathetic at times, cos you always seems to be the back up when I do not have a valentine, even thou You should be on the top of my list..

Lord, just want to update You on the things that happened since I last blogged..


1) PeiXia got married le.. on the 20th of Jan this year.. It was her first anniversary with her boyfriend.. Even Ms Wang said that the marriage was so fast.. Many people feels it should be a short-gun.. I pretty much differs from that thinking.. Cos I still have faith in Christians.. If her boyfriend, or now husband, is a real Christian, I feel their marriage is really due to choice rather than force.. Nevertheless, hope that she will be happy..

A year ago, I pray that if I am not the one who bring her to Christ, I hope someone will.. Hopefully, her husband will be able to bring her to you.. That is really my prayer for her.. Perhaps the last prayer request for her.. Not too nice to still bother too much when she has already got married, isnt it? Haha..


2) On the eve of Chinese New Year, I went to the temple to pray to my deceased Grandfather.. Missed him lots.. Time flies so fast, he has left us for more than 1 year already.. Yet his absence is still felt when I went to visit my grandmother.. She had moved to my elder aunty's house already.. But despite having more people in the house, I still find something lacking.. The laughters and the jokes were no longer there..

Lord, Is my grandfather with you? Have you accepted him into your kingdom? He is a nice soul ya.. If he is really with you, do help me to take good care of him, until we meet again.. Tell him to have a good relationship with you also, if not when I meet him again I sure will tickle him until he cry.. :D


3) Pastor Mike finally left for Thailand.. Will miss him a lot, since he was really the one who help me with my path with you, guiding me thru the bible and how to understand and know You better.. He is really the pastor I most admire, and most respect.. Without him, I really dunno what will become of me.. Thanks Lord, for giving me such a wonderful pastor in my life..


4) On Valentines' day this year, it was perhaps the first Valentines' Day I spent with you alone.. 2 years ago, I spent in AKLTG studying Speed Reading; Last year, I spent my 14th Feb mourning over the loss of my grandfather, so technically, this is the first year I am spending it with you..

Went to Botanic Gardens.. I really like that place.. As Mike and I will say, this is the place where you can keep you sanity intact.. I guess without this place, I would have either gone insane or got into a depression given the trials I have been thru' over the past 1 plus year..

Asked a lot of questions while in Botanic Gardens, but somehow I can never get a reply from you directly.. But if I see how the past 1 year had unveil itself, I could really see your works in my life, which is perhaps the reason why despite my steep backsliding, I am still considering myself as a Christian and accept you as my Lord and Saviour..

Febuary marks a special month for me since last year to be honest.. Especially the last day, the 28th of Febuary 2010.. That is a date that I will never day to forget.. Perhaps in time to come, it may no longer have any significance? I dunno.. But if that day is really a sign from you, I really hope you will be able to bring me thru to the end.. I really hope that date is your answer to my prayers, Lord..

Grace told me, she had been praying for 3 years before David Chan appears.. And after a good 1 year, they will be tying a knot this coming March.. And to be honest, her testimonial is something I have witness in David Chan's life, in how he led his life over the many years I know him since I first came into contact with the church..




Lord,

Is it really true that as long as I give you that pen, you will really draft me a love story? In all truth, I am still grabbing on to my pen.. I am scared.. I dare not give up full control of my life.. Cos it is really frightening.. Yet if you really need me to lose before you are willing to grant me my prayer request, I am more than willing to surrender entirely to you..

Lord, please give me strength so that I can continue this path with you.. Please give me full faith so that I can give you full control over my life, as well as that pen.. Please give me mercy, that you will forgive all my sins and clense me, Please give me wisdom, so that I know what is the next step you want me to take..

Lord, and may you bless Pastor Mike in everything he do.. Now that he is in Thailand, do keep a watchful eye over him.. His body is never really too healthy.. So do grant him health and wisdom to impart to the people is Thailand..


Thank You Lord..

All these, I asked in Jesus most precious name,
Amen