Ungrateful..

Lord,

Please enlighten me why am I taking this path again..
I really dun understand..
I always feel that you have sent me to take care of people, to be sensitive to people, and to bring them to Christ..

Lord, I have done my best to help her and to protect her with whatever I have.. All she knows is that her guy friend saw ghost after praying for her, her girl friend had nightmare after praying for her.. Not wanting to add to her burden, i kept my grandfather's sudden deterioration from her..

Now, she suddenly became such an ungrateful brat.. Lord.. I dun want to say this, but I just feel so hurt.. All along I had been doing my best to protect and to bring her closer to you.. Yet out of the blue she just hated me like crazy.. And to the extend that she dun even bother to ask about my grandfather..

Lord, what kind of human being had you created here?

My grandfather used to be such a strong person and can joke and laugh and play mahjiong with us.. Yet ever since we started praying for her to help her to cast out the evil beings from her, his health went down the hill in an extremely steep slope..

His memory failing, he could no longer play mahjiong nor recognise numbers.. His right side of the body started to deteriorate to the extend that he cannot walk properly.. Few days ago the doctor said he contracted 4th stage cancer and the cancer is spreading fast.. Now he is being transfered to the hospice and Doctor says that he is not expecting anything more than 2 months..

And YET~! She did not even bother to ask or anything.. To think that I had always tot that she is a kind hearted person, and always wonder why would people hate her..

Lord, whats the meaning of this? I juz dun understand.. Here I am trying in vain to help her, and yet only to realised how ungrateful she is and how blind she is not to be able to know the right from wrong, the good from bad..

Lord.. I seriously dunno what else can I do.. To help someone so much, only to feel so betrayed..

Lord.. Do tell me what to do..

Thanks Lord.

In Jesus name I pray,
Amen